The first time with a Jgirl

The first time I had sex with a Jgirl was 'out there' on so many levels.

-She was much older than me
-She was blond
-She worked in a snack bar (like a hostess)
-I was really nervous
-I accidentally tried to put it in her butt

The thing was that she was visually stunning and when she mentioned that she was too old for me, I didn't really take that as a no. I was pretty convinced that she wanted to hook up anyway and at the same time, I was pretty convinced that I wanted to hook up with her, so eventually we made it happen.

Her body was youthful but her voice was raspy from years of late nights making conversation by shouting above the music, excess alcohol consumption, and cigarettes. When we started getting naked, the surreality of the scene I was in burned into my memory. Here I was, in the countryside of some foreign asian country, laying down an older women that makes money from flirting with men, on top of a futon, in a room with straw mats instead of carpet.

The heat was making the sweat stink and the alcohol had caused me dehydration and a sharp headache to match. On top of this, this women has her eyes shut, isn't looking at me at all, and is making some strange screaming noise.

It was bizarre.

From that first night together began one of the most weird and volatile relationships I've been in. I guess I grew and matured from the experience.

Anyhow, I have a few more days before I'm in Tokyo hitting on blonds. Getting pretty excited.

Confused about age

I was with a friend the other day and we saw two heavily made up girls in gyaru fashion. We started talking to them and realized that they seemed a little young. We asked their age and found out they were 15 years old.

I remember when I was about 17 and I did the same thing in my own country and I found out the girls were 14. We all freaked out and the conversation went weird cause the girls asked our age too.

These days it happens from time to time. Even though I've been here for a while, I still can't judge peoples age at first glance as well as I can judge western peoples age.

Homemade porn

I was taking pics of my GFs awesome ass, then I decided to hit record and take some video. It was great ass. Then I just decided to keep the camera rolling and I set it down facing us while we started fucking. I didn't tell her about it at all, and indeed it is wrong to do something like that, but it was completely done in the moment and I wasn't really thinking at all. I just wanted to watch us fucking.

And I did, just now.

It was a turn on at the beginning but I need to move the camera and zoom in to really enjoy it. It was too bland just sitting on the table. I want to see her from more angles and in different positions. For this I need her permission.

The interesting thing was actually seeing myself. With this paleo diet I have gained muscle weight in my arms and chest, but my back and ribs are pretty damn bony. I was surprised at how greyhound like I look. I need to do some back exercise or just eat more carbs.

I was pissed off that the camera ran out of space and stopped filming just before she hit her climax. I love watching her cum and I missed it.

Nothing going on

I've been blogging about random crap recently, often after I've had a few drinks and in the mood to talk shit. There ain't much going on for me right now in the way of anything. Someone noticed this and gave me sympathy. Not into it. Gonna try and keep things upbeat. Thanks anonymous person for keeping me on my toes.