The bi girl who hooked up with on several occasions, and the girl who contributed to my strangest date ever, is back in Japan for a short time. A month perhaps. I heard it on the grapevine, not from her personally. She hasn't contacted me at all and I don't think she will. But I'm sure if I contact her she will be down to hang out, which I would like to do, without crossing the friend boundary. I just kinda know myself and know that when I'm in an isolated place with a girl, I generally try to get physical. I have no self control. Hanging with her in a group would be best.
Perhaps not meeting up at all would be best?
I was just thinking the other day how I have come to enjoy... well not enjoy but...'crave' no, no, crave isn't the word either, 'want' is best- I want a bit of pain with sex, and would like it if my girlfriend would bite me somewhere or tear her fingernails down my back just a little.
I think this bi girl has turned me.
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