Issues right now

They say a problem shared is a problem halved. So writing my mind on this blog should be a good idea, right? Well according to a book that I'm reading right now, each person's ego wants to define itself and by having problems it finds definition. So, for us to solve our problems would be to destruct our ego so we generally hang on to our problems and share them around with other people to create more definition. The book says the best way to be solved of your problems is to put them down, like a hot coal that burns you. I decided to do this with my blog and unpublished about 60 of my entries.

But I'm back with my issues cause they are pretty out there. I had a plan to write only educational stuff about what I have learned about orgasm, and it's coming, but the only thing educational I have today is; don't meet up with a bi-girl who likes rough sex and can give as good as she can take the night before you plan to be sleeping with a massage therapist.

Here's what's going on; Last Saturday I went to an SM bar for a bachelor party and was reminded of my bi-sexual friend who I wouldn't mind hanging out with again, simply cause she is cool.

Sunday I broke up with the nail artist. Despite the great sex and her amazing beauty, her heavy love for me made me too uncomfortable. She was in tears, got emotional, called me names, sat in silence for ages, asked me not to break up with her, started making out with me, then had sex. Left with a smile.

Monday I dated a massage therapist. We talked, enjoyed ourselves hanging out around town, went back to my place, cooked dinner then had some seriously orgasmic sex. I lost count of the times she came. She is hot, and her skin is so smooth, amazing. She gave me a massage also.

Yesterday evening I caught up with the Bi-girl, one thing led to another and we ended up having sex at my place. She bit the shit out of my shoulder and I have a serious bruise there now and I'm sure my back is covered in scratches. It felt pretty good at the time though. Although being able to give her enough orgasms to make her content, my mind was elsewhere and I couldn't get into it completely and didn't cum myself. She was a bit let down by this.

I'm meeting the massage therapist tonight and I might have to discuss the reasons why my body has war wounds. Not looking forward to that, considering canceling.
The nail artist wants to meet me again on Wednesday and talk about things. I don't really want to but I want to respect her need to communicate.

In other guy related news, buddy Charmboy broke it off with a girl cause she was getting too heavy on him and then a week later he finds her in amateur porn! We watched it at my place last week! The shit is out there!