I just want them to send me porn pictures of themselves but they are all, "No, I'm shy." and send me pics of them smiling with some food. What the hell? It's just an ass inside some panties. No face is involved. What? Your not that kind of girl? Be proud of your sexiness. What's hotter than a sexy lady? A sexy lady who flaunts it to her man. What's not hot? Overly prude women. "I am a shy Japanese women. This is our culture. We don't behave like that."
Sorry honey, but....Bullshit! You can't be ignorant of the thriving Japanese porn industry. It's world renowned for being the most deviant shit there is. Yes those are Japanese women that star in it.
Whatever.
I had one of those 'relationship talks' with the massage therapist the other night. She came over and I started to get freaky as soon as she stepped in the door. She protested endlessly. I thought she would have given up and just got into it after her top came off. Her words were "No. Stop. Bad. Quit it. Later. etc." Her actions showed slight resistance but mostly compliance. It was actually quite annoying. I was considering stopping. But Japanese chicks for some reason like to fantasize like they are a pure princess and wicked men lose control of themselves under the spell of their beauty and just have to take them sexually in the form of rape. I like to help women live their fantasies out generally, so obliged by 'losing control' and getting sexy. She loved it.
Later after cooking for her I tried to get things started again but she got protesting again. A women not excited to get it on with me is too much of a turn off for me to replay twice in one evening. Turns out she had something she wanted to say.
A bit of a 告白-
I stopped her midway. I had to tell her that I couldn't be her BF because I know that she is only in town for a limited time- she will stay until she has to move back to Tokyo. I told her that it's basically inevitable that we have to break up eventually so we would better be off keeping some distance (even though we like each other).
She cried a bit then said that she was happy that I told her frankly how it was. Then we hugged a while and she said that we should enjoy our remaining time and make many memories. I acted promptly and went down on her recently Brazilian waxed pussy. So much better bald. We enjoyed more sex a few more times and she gave me a massage and I fell asleep. I'm so happy to be with a nice and positive person. Just amazing. I wanted to say sorry that I can't be her guy, but I bit my lip cause I know that she doesn't want to hear that word.
The message I got yesterday was in English- I guess this is her way of trying to help bridge the gap. I appreciate the effort.
Thanks a lot
It was true that I spoke last night.
But we cannot me 彼女＆彼氏....
You said.
でもね、I think we able to be special someone each other
for a limited time??
I want to be committed this our relationships
How about you?
Do you have another special women??
I
Love
you
I have an instinctive cringe reflex when I see those last 3 words directed at me by anyone other than my mother. One day I will get over my fear of commitment. Perhaps when I'm having a midlife crisis I will do something crazy like propose to a woman and start a family. HAHAHA oh man.
I want to give her a big hug for her sweetness. I replied in English, ignoring her questions about my fidelity or lack thereof and told her that I like her, want to see her, but need to keep things at a distance so we don't get hurt. I doubt she understands the English which is why she hasn't replied.
In other news, homey *Charmboy had to break off all connections with his chicks because he's moving in with his spicy Latina GF. One chick that we both first met when we were on a train was sad when he dumped her but she then turned around and then asked him for my details. WHAT!? He said he's cool with it. Am I cool with it? She's cute enough... I mean, not hot like the other chicks I'm seeing, but who turns away booty? Would you hook up with one of your friend's past sex friends? She's a bit crazy though from what he tells me. Crazy in bed I wonder...Hmmm.....
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